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Name: Jasmine
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

My thoughts-dark

My soul- black

My scars- deep

what are the memories I should keep

EVANESCENCE LYRICS

"Where Will You Go"

You’re too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You’re the one who cries when you’re alone

[CHORUS:]
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can’t escape
You can’t escape

You think that I can’t see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You’re left to face yourself alone

[Chorus]

I realize you’re afraid
But you can’t abandon everyone
You can’t escape
You don’t want to escape

I’m so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone
I can hear you when you whisper
But you can’t even hear me screaming

[Chorus]

I realize you’re afraid
But you can’t reject the whole world
You can’t escape
You won’t escape
You can’t escape
You don’t want to escape

In my mind I am the most hated, ugliest thing in this world, what makes him see different...I notice that unless I do something out of character no one notices me...I am a living ghost who doesn't know how to reappear into the world which she wants to call home


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

I love you baby...I love you so much I could...do anything for you

here are two last minute essays for AP...

Amaro, Jasmine

November 2, 2005

Mrs. Owens AP English

Topic: Compare and contrast Oedipus to one other tragic figure.

Oedipus and Medea

Oedipus the King, a story of a short tempered prideful king who bewedded his own mother, and fathered his own siblings. An abandoned wife who wants nothing more than to make the man she married and who in turn betrayed her for another woman to suffer for all eternity is Medea's plot line. These two characters are alike but very much different, be seen by merely glancing over at their two different themes. Both Oedipus and Medea seek revenge, but their reasons for their revenge and their outcomes are very different.

Pride and blind you and lead to being unreasonable, which was Oedipus's tragic in Oedipus the King. He was so prideful and presistent on the truth of what happened to Laius the former king of Thebes, that he got the truth about his whole life; and the truth was that he killed his father, married his mother, and fathered his own siblings. Not that it was at any fault of his own, but had he listened to Teiresias, the blind oracle, and not persued the truth on knowing the truth about King Laius's death. Oedipus is pretty much innocent in all of his actions, and I feel as if it much of it wasn't any of his fault unlike Medea.

Medea, was a murderous witch and princess of Colchis who deceived many a person before the beginning of the play. I feel that Medea had what was coming to her, even though Jason's, Medea's husband whom she helped capture the Golden Fleece, excuse was a sorry excuse of him marrying another woman as being in the best interest of everyone. With Jason's treachery she goes "off the deep end" and plots on how she could make her once beloved Jason suffer for all eternity. She completely writes off her tornment for the sake of getting rvenge on Jason; she plots to murder her own children, who are innocent in this dispute between former wife and husband. She felt her suffering over murdering her own children will overcome by the suffering that was awaiting Jason in the end.

Oedipus and Medea are alike because they wanted something that was in the end would destroy them one way or the other. The difference was that Medea deliberately planned out her suffering and destruction which I know would come to her, if it already had not, and Oedipus choose his but he didn't know the pain that was to come from his persistenceness. What I think is funny is how Oedipus, although more innocent in his affair, suffered more than Medea did in her's.

Amaro, Jasmine

November 2, 2005

Mrs. Owens AP English

Topic: Write about the inner pull between a character in Anna Karenina.

Kitty

She is the love interest of Konstantin Levin, who although loved her other sisters wanted to marry Kitty, even though she was much younger than he. Kitty herself was smitten by Count Alexey Vronsky, a popular, and very rich military man. In the first part of Anna Karenina, Kitty is left with the decision to choose between these two men, Levin whom worked out in the country with the peasants, or Count Vronsky a very prominent socialite whom her parents very much approve of. I believe Kitty's inner struggle is between her heart and what everyone else is saying is the perfect match and what is socially right, which many people are faced with everyday. In what I believe that Kitty made a mistake, which is very quickly realized within the next chapters when Madame Karenina appears. Although Madame Karenina was also smitten by Count Vronsky, she opposes him, and avoids him as much as possible. Through this incounter, the way Kitty sees it, Count Vronsky loses his interest in Kitty and persues Madame Karenina feverishly. Kitty then starts to become ill from here ill-seletected choice; in her heart she wanted Konstantin Levin to be her husband, but wanted to make the socially correct decision to please everyone else. Just as in Macbeth, when Macbeth and Lady Macbeth become derranged from their actions of killing King Duncan for their own greed and against their own conscience suffered from delusions, and guilt that spilled over into Lady Macbeth's demise. Kitty's inner struggle could have been avoided by her simply choosing with her heart and not by following soceity's rules, which I believe is overrated, and overly depended upon, not as much in our present-day but when must people had no other choice.


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

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haven't written in a while....*straches head*...I am a Katrina Victim...and have moved to Memphis TN..I will write more when I have more time...but right now AP needs to get done or I fail the class O.O I know a shock but this would not be so if it weren't for that bitch KAtrina


Friday, July 15, 2005

I love you so much babe...I can't wait for our next date...=)...


Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Messages from my Amras... that I will answer when i have time to...

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:08:59 AM): Why do you stick with me through out all my bull shit?

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:09:28 AM): Why do you still say you love me and hug and hold me after I curse at you?

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:09:37 AM): Do you really love me the way you say you do?

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:09:46 AM): Why do you put up with all my patheticism (if thats a word)?

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:10:38 AM): Is it true what your kisses say to me when we lock lips so much passion

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:10:57 AM): Are you really feeling me the way Im feelin you, My boo?

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:11:03 AM): I love you do you love me too.

tee_4eva_missed (6/22/2005 9:12:37 AM): I dont wanna go on and on but I want you to know that you are one of the sweetest things that ever happened to me and ever came into my life. Whether you wanna believe that or not I love you so much and it feels there is nothin I could say to show you how much I do. :x



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